insight

Well, at least these painkillers help a bit. But a bit is all it is. Eventhough that already makes a big difference. Have my therapy in an hour. Wonder if it will make the pain go away right away or that it gets worse first. I hope the pain goes away right away. I mean, I want to work again tomorrow, so it'd better go away because of the therapy. But it might take a couple of sessions before it makes a difference. I'll know soon enough.

I must say, that these free days do help though. Got my head cleared a bit as well. This with my back forced me to take it easy and that was what I needed. I mean I even stayed home on a saterdaynight haha. I needed that.

I'll call my work after the session and then I can tell them I'll try working tomorrow. Eventhough it's against the doctors advice. If it doesn't work out, I'll go home again or only work half days or something. My managers ca't do anything but exept that. I mean, they made it clear they doen't want me to go, so they won't fire me. And they told me themselves to take it easy and listen to my body, so that's exactly what I'm going to do. No more workaholic mode for me. It's killing me haha.

Well, gotta get going. Here goes nothing!