money, money, money

Owh god, I really do worry to much. Money issues yet again. I keep panicking about not having enough money when I'm there. What if I run out of money. I mean, I do have about 100 euro's to spend a week there. That's about 130 dollars. But with all the hotels and sight-seeing it won't be much will it. It's so easy to spend money. Just walking in Utrecht with my mom cost me about 130 euro's in ONE day. But of course I'll be given out money on some days when on others not that much (I hope). I should have saved more. I should have been more strict with myself. But there's nothing to do about that right now is there. I'll just have to be strict with myself over there. Don't spend it all in one go, because it's all I'll have.
Jeeh, the closer the day of departure, the more fears come drifting to the surface.
Money-issues, I hate them. Wish I'd win the lotery. But then I'd probably have to buy me a lotery-ticket first, right. Wouldn't it be great to have enough money all the time. Never have to worry about it. Being able to buy what you want when you want. Wouldn't it be great to be a miljonair...