I haven't really been doing much last couple of days. Just taking it nice and easy. I'm so GD tierd. I can't get to sleep at night (or just don't) and I keep waking up early. Not good. But I'm haveing a great time. Rhiannon and I walked around a bit today so I know were everything is. That way if they both need to work I know were the stores are if I don't feel like cooking. It's all pretty close. Best thing, I got to drive again today. Only a couple of blocks. But damn, feels good to be around a wheel again. Automatic though, no stickshift. So way easy. Nice...
I had great mexican today, then great pizza with great beer, with great tv and great company. I couldn't be happier than I have been since I got here. This is my heaven...
update 5 am: I stayed up all night talking to Rhiannon. We just talked about our family and our feelings, about home and belonging. It was a great talk. I have learnt alot about my family here since I set foot on American soil and expect to learn lots more. It's not all pretty, but it's my family. It's good to know exactly where you come from. It helps figuring out where you're going. It's all good. Even the bad.
I just wanted to pay a tribute to my mom. A woman I love and respect very much and who has always been there for me. Mama, thank you for being the strong and caring person that you are. I love you with all my heart and will always be gratefull for what you have done for me and my sisters over the years.
I also wanted to pay a tribute to my dad. My rock. The one man I can always depend on. Who has stood by me and my mom and my sisters for all that it's worth. For giving us all that he can. I love you!!!!!
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Just remember life doesn't come with instructions.A lot of mistakes are made along the way.A lot of fears of making yet another one.Life... it can be so confusing and painfull.We all do the best that we can to survive. Some of us just start to feel really empty, lost,lonely in this great big world.Then spend the rest of our days desperately searching to find home.A place where we feel safe a place where we feel a sense of trust and belonging.Your Parents were lucky to find each other.You are one lucky girl.Proof that the white picket fence is out there.
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